The Beginnings of a New Life

I want to type and write an update but I cant put my feelings and thoughts in a concise package. I feel as though I will be rampaging rather than have something insightful to say. I dont want to go on rambling like some people are in the habit of doing... Oh well... I just ask for prayer and the strength the continue with the call God has placed on my life despite the set backs and frustrations of my personal life. I trust God wholeheartedly that he has our best interests in mind and that his ways are higher than my and his thoughts are higher than mine. There is a reason and a purpose, I just havent located it yet. God I trust you and you alone. Guide me in my prayers so that I pray what your Spirit has in mind! Love you father.